I think id cry if i had to be that close to her too…
On January 18, 2011 my family lost my 14-year-old brother, Kameron, to suicide. In an effort to raise awareness and pay tribute to his life, my family has founded Kindness Above Malice or KAM - a foundation with a mission to affirm individual students that have raised the self esteem of another person, thereby preventing the injury that results from bullying. Please take the time to learn about KAM and find out how you can help. Thank you so much for your support!
Please, please reblog this. I know you all have the power to get this spread world wide. We have all been bullied, lets put an end to it.
This is completely utterly real, what they are doing is a brave step many others wont take against teen suicide particularly the effects of bullying. I’ve followed youstillloverockandroll for months now and have learnt about kameron through her and their charity for him and all those others that are suffering because of this horrible issue of reality. So many are lost that can be saved if people just speak up everyone is unique, only ourselves can fill our place, no-one can be replaced and each time someone takes their lives the world has a hole that cant be filled. So please, reblog x
the third night ive cried before falling asleep who knew a nere sentence could create such pain and instability
To a scary level. Its been so violent since my last appointment with my care co-ordinatior it was my fault as i discussed it but i didnt expect such a response. It was the first time i seriously considered killing myself in months i know it wouldnt take much this time ive already gone to that level and never came down. I thought my morals grounded my beliefs of suicide that id never go that way again due to my emotions of it all but that day i seriously considered it and it was frightening being back there.. i’ve cried alot, im not much of a cryer despite stress, anxiety and psychosis, i dont really cry but every day since that appointment, ive been crying alot at night praying for my world to stop. My care is limited and i hate myself. My self harm is reckless and my behaviour is eratic. Im not going to attempt i hope but this mission will happen, it will, its my only way out of this virtual hell. I dont think i can express my true distress and complete remourse this past week. Its been scary, like im standing on a thin plank of wood 100s of feet up and rather than walking carefully along it, im jumping to make it break, balancing on it on one leg or sitting on it pondering whether to take the leap. Talking to broken windows.
The Loneliest Whale in the World.
In 2004, The New York Times wrote an article about the loneliest whale in the world. Scientists have been tracking her since 1992 and they discovered the problem:
She isn’t like any other baleen whale. Unlike all other whales, she doesn’t have friends. She doesn’t have a family. She doesn’t belong to any tribe, pack or gang. She doesn’t have a lover. She never had one. Her songs come in groups of two to six calls, lasting for five to six seconds each. But her voice is unlike any other baleen whale. It is unique—while the rest of her kind communicate between 12 and 25hz, she sings at 52hz. You see, that’s precisely the problem. No other whales can hear her. Every one of her desperate calls to communicate remains unanswered. Each cry ignored. And, with every lonely song, she becomes sadder and more frustrated, her notes going deeper in despair as the years go by.
Just imagine that massive mammal, floating alone and singing—too big to connect with any of the beings it passes, feeling paradoxically small in the vast stretches of empty, open ocean.
Aww oh my god, this poor whale, imagine being completely alone in the world
Absolutely fucked today I feel completely drained, im in pain and I just want a cuddle! Someone come cuddle with me!!
very bad… worst in a while oh god i want these thoughts gone. I want someone to come talk to me nicely, give me a cuddle and acknowledge my existance; maybe even be kind to me. Im feeling really really bad and i just want to cry but i cant.. sorry very self absorbed post but yeah i just needed it out, i cant talk to anyone properly and i worry that everything that comes out of my mouth sounds completely wrong and not in the way i want it to. I just want to sit down and tell them everything but i physically cant, people have shut me down again and again and i just feel like every single thing is judged. I dont mind my doctor but i dont trust my care co-ordinator and my t just doesnt understand remotely. ugh i do feel so bad right now… someone give me some kind words, please?
If you do please link me or give names. Uk only please im tired of this I need them out of my body! So please anyone? I’d appreciate it!